d=.=b

this is becoming a problem.

when i get a chance to take a nap on my off days, like now, there is this self conflicting thoughts gg on in my head. one says,"aiya off day can slack all u wan", the other says,"you can slp all u wan when u r dead." i prefer the latter argument.

so i start thinking of things to do, i wanted to go for a jog, i changed into my running gear liao then tian gong decides to rain, the weather was jus nice for a run, and it has to rain. i could run after the rain, but my running shoes is white and new, it prob wont remain tt way when i return from the run.

which makes me think of other things to do, like ironing my stupid office wear, STUPID STOOPPIDDD office wear.. i nv imagined myself wearing it one day. plus heels?! i tend to walk fast all the time, sometimes it feels lyk my legs could tangle. in heels, i'd prob walk lyk.. i dunno, a camel? lyk my leg moving ahead of my body?

thinking abt my office wear reminds me of work. and then i get a lil paranoid. but i convinced myself to jus go with it with an open mind. but then i start thinking abt the wad if's again, and it makes me realli sian.. but i literally asked for it. so if its too much of a job, i guess i can jus pull myself out of it lyk how i drag myself into it in the first place.

i guess i shall jus go bury my head in books. since they keep me sane, and i got a deadline to finish them. n i geh kiang borrowed 3 books at one go, with only 1 bookmark, so i kept forgetting where i left off again and again. so much tt it seems lyk reading one book with 3 plots. its abit confusing.

on a brighter note, i am looking forward to tis sat.. food and more food and durian cake!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~