it doesnt matter wad i say, it matters wad u do and wad u see.
and most importantly, how u're helping urself to get over this mess.
reality hurts, but dont look back.
theres nothing i could say to u nothing i could ever do to make u see
all the pain, the tears u cried but still u nv say goodbye
now i noe hw far u'd go..
here & now is all that counts.
and as far as u noe, all he has done to prove ur worth, he's not coming back.
with that little hope holds u in hell..
can u see?
memories dun have a future, u have a future.
come out of ur hellhole now, would u pls..



The time will come
when, with elation,
you will greet yourself arriving
at ur own door, in ur own mirror,
and each will smile at the other's welcome,


Derek Walcott