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ANGRY. extreme pms-ing, fire ahead, stop here if u r having a good mood.

bekchek w my accounting UT grade, i rather get an F.
bekchek y today suck. the clothes suck, the eyes suck, basically everythin suck and maybe i suck too, i cant believe i actually wrote tt..wadeva..today bcos its tuesday. u noe it'll suck bcos u step out of house feeling like a loser. & then its the curse..it just cant get any better...this is e best of the worst it can get tis week. i predict.

other than that, everything was pretty much ok, everything else ok, but me. screwed inside out, with no leftovers. and then there's the super sweet bird, the bird i look forward to seeing in sch everyday, she helped me w my million dollar project, haha..u noe i noe ar..haha, if i'm lucky to even hit 100, i'll write here, haha. so, THANKS MY DEAR BIRD for ur big big help!!! and Corr if u c tis, i'll be needing ur help soon. dun avoid me upon seeing tis.haha..

every morning b4 i go to sch, i spend almost 1/2 an hr on my eyes if the day was a 'bad eye day', btw i have alot of such days, i wonder whether i wanna b like tis forever, somedays i dun feel lyk making up at all, i wanna go to sch as it is but it has become a routine, like if i dun do it, i'll feel strange. my point is.. when love becomes routinal, u find it hard to leave them, just like leaving the house w/o makeup, the difference is there, something's really missing but u dunno wad. it's jus different. but u noe how life was b4 that, b4 u even did smth to ur eyes, b4 u were in love, we know it's going to be ok. but cannot, we all have smth to hold on to, smth we tink it's worth holding on no matter wad we're feeling. i guess the day i can go to sch w/o my eyes drawn would be the day i can do a big favor for myself.

i look in the mirror, but i dont c myself.
where are u...
u've been hiding for too long..

tis is a long post to make up for all the days i've been missing here. my constipated thoughts, lyk finally having a diarrhea.