today suck but @ least it was better than ytd,after a chat with kuku and phyphy,

felt alot better, @ least for the time being, it felt as if things were still somehow still in control..

and with the help of jser, i got somethings done, but not settled..

i hate it, y must we be the one to clear up someones overdue shit..
life's unfair,

n i hate it more that i have to face it,

and worse it was my fault that theres nothing to argue abt,

it's as if they just keep shoving dirt on me and i stood there defenseless..

i really hope everything clears up soon,
here's wad my really thoughtful sis send while i was away on lunchbreak..

it was really sweet,

i felt so bad when i c mum n dad,

it was so easy saying 'i love u' to them,

but it was hard saying 'i'm sorry',

bf cheered me up ytd nite,

he was suppose to sleep alr, lights were alr out like 11, he accompanied me till 12 with the chance of getting caught, and i almost didnt realise..

i was alr drowning in guilt then..

anw, a big thank you to those who helped put a smile to my nearly distorted face!